Well, it has been a few weeks since I posted. The weeks have just got away - doing nothing in particular - just crazy mum stuff. I have been losing the last few weeks, not huge numbers, but i am down to 87.7kg. I have to weigh in tomorrow, and I am predicitng a small gain.

I have just lost focus the last 3 weeks or so. My exercise is still pretty good, but I am not tracking, just snacking all the time. Basically not following my points at all!! I am not really sure why - I have a million and one excuses, it has been cold, it has been raining, I have had a few parties, .... all a load of rubbish!!! I now need to remember why I am on this journey. i am here so that I can be around for my boys for a long time! I think because I have started fitting into some smaller clothes and the fact that i am buying clothes from a "normal" shop - I have kind of eased off a bit. But the fact is I am still obese!!!

So I am back into it!!!

Anyway this is a photo off me from the other night - weighing 87.7kg!! I promise that isn't a white bra that you can see through my top - it must be the flash :-) I went to a friends 30th. I was actually VERY undressed compared to many others, but I felt good! I was wearing clothes from a "normal" shop! I was also wearing heels, and I wasn't scared the heel was going to snap under my weight. I actually think I have lost most of my weight in my face and across my shoulders area, hence the reason for having 2 photos on here :-)

Oh - I started going to Wagga Slimmers Club (only been once). It is not my thing!!! VERY old ladies, very old fashioned views. You pay a fine if you put on weight, wear a pig sash if you have gained, etc.. Anyway, I will go again tomorrow night - I am willing to go for a few weeks to give it a chance. i am so scared though that I will have to pay a fine tomorrow night on my 1st official weigh in!!