well, another tiny loss this week. I lost 200grams. It is actually better than I deserved. I keep promising myself that i am going to get back into it - but I have been lying to myself. Well I am really back into it today!! No more excuses!!

I do have a new goal weight though - originally I though 68kg. But my goal now is to stop when I feel beautiful and confident!! I am guessing that will probable be around 70kg, but I really can't put a number on it yet.

We are off to Hamilton Island in exactly 3 weeks!! Yay!! I was hoping to be 80kg before then, not going to happen!!! Maybe I could be 84kg?? Anyway - 3 amazing weeks coming up I think!!

Better go, a million and one jobs to do :-)

well, i have surprised myself - I did actually have a loss today. It was a small loss (400gms), but I really deserved a gain - so a loss is awesome!!! I am now 87.3, the smallest I have been in at least 7 years!!! I tried my suit on the other day, I last wore it when i went for my department interviews towards the end of 2002 - it is now too big!! yay!!

I am back into it - feeling great today. I am obviously getting comments about how much weight I have lost - I got some more today at playgroup. I am actually finding it a little uncomfortable. I am use to being the fat girl that never got compliments, that just sort of hung around in the background. Don't get me wrong, I am loving the compliments I just need to accept them rather than just brush them off :-)

I have decided not to go to the slimmers club anymore - it really isn't me!! I need encouragemnt if I gain weight, not a fat sash!! I am doing okay on my own, just need to stay focused!

Well, it has been a few weeks since I posted. The weeks have just got away - doing nothing in particular - just crazy mum stuff. I have been losing the last few weeks, not huge numbers, but i am down to 87.7kg. I have to weigh in tomorrow, and I am predicitng a small gain.

I have just lost focus the last 3 weeks or so. My exercise is still pretty good, but I am not tracking, just snacking all the time. Basically not following my points at all!! I am not really sure why - I have a million and one excuses, it has been cold, it has been raining, I have had a few parties, .... all a load of rubbish!!! I now need to remember why I am on this journey. i am here so that I can be around for my boys for a long time! I think because I have started fitting into some smaller clothes and the fact that i am buying clothes from a "normal" shop - I have kind of eased off a bit. But the fact is I am still obese!!!

So I am back into it!!!

Anyway this is a photo off me from the other night - weighing 87.7kg!! I promise that isn't a white bra that you can see through my top - it must be the flash :-) I went to a friends 30th. I was actually VERY undressed compared to many others, but I felt good! I was wearing clothes from a "normal" shop! I was also wearing heels, and I wasn't scared the heel was going to snap under my weight. I actually think I have lost most of my weight in my face and across my shoulders area, hence the reason for having 2 photos on here :-)

Oh - I started going to Wagga Slimmers Club (only been once). It is not my thing!!! VERY old ladies, very old fashioned views. You pay a fine if you put on weight, wear a pig sash if you have gained, etc.. Anyway, I will go again tomorrow night - I am willing to go for a few weeks to give it a chance. i am so scared though that I will have to pay a fine tomorrow night on my 1st official weigh in!!